I think what has hurt the most throughout all this so far is that it appears that all the people that knew me and the man involved have decided not to take sides. There is an extent to which I really understand why. But I also feel quite constantly isolated and almost ashamed, having been so outcast by the people I once called a family. Is it reasonable for me to wish that at least one of them would have called instantly and asked me if I was ok? If just one of them believed in me and wanted to support me?
Maybe it’s wrong for me to have wanted at least some of my closed friends there to be there for me, but I can’t help feeling that I wish they did, instead of choosing to remain neutral throughout all of this.